Dreams suck!

Last night I dreamt that I was on the verge of a relationship with an old school friend. I remember having very strong feelings for him at school and would say that it was probably the closest I had been to love even though he was straight and ironically at the time so was I.

But I dreamt that we were sharing a bed and held hands. Then we began to kiss but he got freaked out as he realised he had feelings for me but couldn't come to terms with it.

I even 'woke up' in my dream and was elated when I realised that it was true in real life. I wasn't dreaming, I was actually in this situation. He did actually have feelings for me.

Then I DID wake up and realised it was alll a lie. :(